A lesson

First time having a proper interview for my internship. A very pretty and classy hotel that I wish to work at. However, I think I took this interview too lightly and confident as I believe with my working experience and being myself already enough. 

Argh...A lot of things I already knew but I didn't apply it to the interview. First time feeling so helpless, embarrassing and shame on myself for taking things so lightly. But i never regret for attending this interview. The interviewer who willing to share things with me is already way too kind. It make me realize that i'm still lacking lots of things, make me realize the formal we wear in University is way too informal, make me realize the real working environment is so much different from my previous temporary job, make me realize i look so unprofessional compared with them. Still remember when I stepped out from the office, the feeling of reentering the hotel to find my dear who are waiting for me made me want to hide myself up from everyone who pass by even the bell doorman who open the door for me. I lost all my confidence in 30 min.

But after cooling down my own thought, actually i'm feeling blessed and glad having this great experience. All the way from Kedah to KL. It's tiring but worth! This interview made me realize lot of things that i'm lacking and neglected. It's better to fall down first before you learn how to stand and walk right? I'm glad my first interview was given to this hotel. The feeling of embarrass is still there but it makes me want to become better knowing that i'm still a novice with limited knowledge. It makes me feel like taking the challenge and accept the job if they accepted me. Whether i'm accepted or rejected, I want to believe the best is still waiting for me because i also learnt to believe myself is Special, Different and Better! Thanks to my korean lecturer(Jun Sang) a very inspiring lecturer who taught us to be a better person.

Thanks to this person too. He accompany me all the way from Kedah to KL for my interview, brought me there and wait for me. Because of him, I learn to believe the best is still waiting for me. Because of him I want to be happy and think positively so that my moodiness will not affect him. Really enjoy being home with him and his family members. Feeding fish at the lake during evening. Made me miss my childhood time together with my family members...>.<

Never once in my life regret of meeting this guy. He may not be perfect but i'm satisfy just with him. For me, he is way too great for me that i'm afraid i'm no match for him. 

Right now~i just want to appreciate everything right in front of me, my love, my family, my friends, my Uni life... Everything! I want to enjoy and appreciate everything i did and meet because we might not know what will happen the next moment just like MH370. May those people rest in peace.