A lesson

First time having a proper interview for my internship. A very pretty and classy hotel that I wish to work at. However, I think I took this interview too lightly and confident as I believe with my working experience and being myself already enough. 

Argh...A lot of things I already knew but I didn't apply it to the interview. First time feeling so helpless, embarrassing and shame on myself for taking things so lightly. But i never regret for attending this interview. The interviewer who willing to share things with me is already way too kind. It make me realize that i'm still lacking lots of things, make me realize the formal we wear in University is way too informal, make me realize the real working environment is so much different from my previous temporary job, make me realize i look so unprofessional compared with them. Still remember when I stepped out from the office, the feeling of reentering the hotel to find my dear who are waiting for me made me want to hide myself up from everyone who pass by even the bell doorman who open the door for me. I lost all my confidence in 30 min.

But after cooling down my own thought, actually i'm feeling blessed and glad having this great experience. All the way from Kedah to KL. It's tiring but worth! This interview made me realize lot of things that i'm lacking and neglected. It's better to fall down first before you learn how to stand and walk right? I'm glad my first interview was given to this hotel. The feeling of embarrass is still there but it makes me want to become better knowing that i'm still a novice with limited knowledge. It makes me feel like taking the challenge and accept the job if they accepted me. Whether i'm accepted or rejected, I want to believe the best is still waiting for me because i also learnt to believe myself is Special, Different and Better! Thanks to my korean lecturer(Jun Sang) a very inspiring lecturer who taught us to be a better person.

Thanks to this person too. He accompany me all the way from Kedah to KL for my interview, brought me there and wait for me. Because of him, I learn to believe the best is still waiting for me. Because of him I want to be happy and think positively so that my moodiness will not affect him. Really enjoy being home with him and his family members. Feeding fish at the lake during evening. Made me miss my childhood time together with my family members...>.<

Never once in my life regret of meeting this guy. He may not be perfect but i'm satisfy just with him. For me, he is way too great for me that i'm afraid i'm no match for him. 

Right now~i just want to appreciate everything right in front of me, my love, my family, my friends, my Uni life... Everything! I want to enjoy and appreciate everything i did and meet because we might not know what will happen the next moment just like MH370. May those people rest in peace.

My 9th monthsary~

I always wanted to see how grapes grown..and I never thought Malaysia have it in Sik Kedah area called Beris Lake Vineyard! Grapes can grow in hot weather too huh...Now I know...haha...

Glad my dear and I had planned this trip to celebrate our 9th monthsary and so excited for the first time in my life saw those grapes still hanging on the plant. Feel like plucking it on the spot and eat! but too bad~ No plucking!~ Really like the feeling of exploring new place with the one you love, everything was just too perfect, feeling fresh and young in our final semester of University life. How I wish to feel this everyday! 

Too bad~ The date ended way too fast because my menstrual pain! How I wish it to be longer...
But still thanks to my dear. Like the warm feeling he gave me when I'm in pain. <3

Siow Leng Wedding~

First time attending friend's wedding and be her jie mei tuan. It's tired thought but still everything i have done(hair, skip class) so far i think it's worth.
Wake up early in the morning getting ready myself and drove to a place i had never been with 2 other friend to Siow Leng house. On the way to her house we were lost...hmm...not exactly....just that her house was difficult to find! haha..

After found her house and got in the room. The makeup artist is still helping her with her hair. Watching my friend sitting beautifully and talking with us. It's still unbelievable to see the thin and slim girl getting done with those makeup, heavy hairstyle, heavy accessories and the heavy gown  is getting married! Everything on her is so heavy but can't deny it's pretty! 

Every woman in the house was so busy walking here and there and man was the one taking care of the children. I felt tired for those woman just by watching beside while discussing games for groom's gang. Imagine myself getting married and got whole family so busy for me. I'm the one who getting marry eh,  i would not want them to be so busy for me. Simple is the best!

After the whole process of morning section til the groom house. I can't help but help her feel the loneliness surrounded by her husband relative only. Wonder will I feel that too when I'm marry? 

Everyone already tired including us. But deep in my heart, i think no one is as tired as the bride. Have to gone through all the traditions with all heavy stuff and also have to care of the make up. Felt tired for my friend and those woman who gone through wedding before. Married is something to be happy, but don't know why in my eyes everything seems tired? Maybe i'm still too young for that~ Whatever~

However, felt happy for Siow Leng. She looks pretty in her favorite color dress. Wish you two happiness on your wedding and live happily ever after just like the fairy tales!

Am i Lucky or not?

It's fun dating with my dear to pick up a pink dress to attend as bridesmaid for my friend's wedding on this coming Sunday although we didn't get any. Somehow things just gone upside down for the rest of noon. Everything is just unpredictable. It started with blind spot of my dear while driving and almost got crash by a speedy car. Then the driver seat of power window stuck and followed by the lost of touch n go...In the end, the purpose of picking up a dress didn't achieve as well. Thanks god things happened while i'm not alone. Imagine so much things happen while i'm driving back Taiping alone!

However, one thing that made me realize is the law of attraction! I guess law of attraction is real and does exist in my life huh...the lost of my touch n go card....Just realize that few days ago my mind did appear this thought and wonder those people who lost their touch n go card with a lot of credits in it must be very pity, and i remember people did advice not to load so much credit in the card in case will lose it. Then i think it won't happen to me, cause i'll be really careful with cards stuff. And now it did happen on me! Why so coincidence huh, things that i just giving though few days ago and now it really happened! LAW OF ATTRACTION! What a great lesson that i'm going to remember for life and not to simply think negative stuff again!

Argh.....so many things happen for a day...Hope things like my dear said...credit lost to pay for our safety...However, glad that things ended with chatting and laughing with bunch of friends in rooms and also tennis court. It's doesn't feel really bad after all~ Just hope that things gonna be even better tomorrow.