End of 2013!

So much things had happened in 2013! Moments that are happy and sad, can only say it's uncountable.

And finally~ it had come to the end of 2013~ Everything that happened i know it can no longer return and it's going to be my life experience. =)

I'm going to learn and let go things that aren't healthy and unhappy and keep moving on to enjoy my new life in new year! 

As far as i realize, i had come to the age of adult and no longer mama's baby girl. Everything that had happened i know it will only made me grown up more. So, this time I definitely going to live more like a grown up, and of course! Much happier, healthier, prettier person and so so much better than previous years! Definitely!

By the way, friends are celebrating for the coming year and enjoy the last day of 2013! And yet, i'm sitting in my hostel studying for my next 5 papers! =(  

 Last 4 semester used to think people were pity for having combo or continuously papers and thought myself are so so so lucky for having gap among those papers. 

But now, it's my turn having continuously papers! And it's 4 papers in 5 days! Urghh...Can only say the coming new year is kind of tough! And the beginning of my exam war! Never going to forget this in my 5th semester! >.<

However, I'm not going to lose to it!

To myself : GOOD LUCK and FIGHTING!!

I can DO it!

^^


Last but not least, Thanks everyone that came into my life no matter it is happy or sad. Really glad to have known you guys and made me a better person. Sorry and do forgive me if the things that I did or said had offended you~ <3

Feeling Loved

Woke up early in the morning want to make myself feel normal rather than being a sick person since yesterday but fail and back to sleep again. Then, a phone call by him woke me up at noon because he's already down there waiting at my hostel. This unexpected surprise again make me jump up from my bed and first things to do is looking at the mirror. Gosh, just know i look so horrible with my terrible sick looking face. At that moment, there is a thought telling me that i can't see him, because i really don't feel like letting him to see the me right now but think that he went so far from campus by motorcycle just to see me so i just cancel my silly thought. That's why it took me some time to go down and find him. 

I guess he is kind of shock to see my pale looking face too. Feel sorry to have him worry on me continuously this few days. Last 2 days he brought me a bottle of warm 100plus+water to stop my pain of menstrual during meeting. Felt so warm and did feel better then. However, this time never expect him to buy me this which we can't find in our University.

 Feel so touch to see this keow teow soup especially when you are sick. Then realize he went all the way to Changloon just to get me this and forgot to buy himself meal. Feel like crying towards his silly act. What more is I wouldn't forget what he told me when i mention on how terrible looking i am and bla bla bla. Then he replied me an unexpected things which is "if i cannot accept the worst you, how can i deserve the best of you right?" so touch to hear it and know he wouldn't mind my ugly look and wanting me to recover as soon as possible. At that moment, I just know that I want to appreciate this guy so much and for life if i could...=)

Little gift by Him from Korea and a great date~

Really happy to have received these little gifts by Him from Korea~ Girls do like cosmetic and accessories very much even myself are no different then! Really surprise to see the Aloe Vera gel that i like to use very much lately! And especially the spoon and chopstick which is somethings new for me to use in my hostel and i really like this special design of Korean very much! <3

Besides, thanks dear for giving me a great date and accompany me to watch Frozen which i wanted to watch very much! Love you my dear! <3

Kachi Airline Festival is over!

Having a very great time with these kachi fest junior members although i'm the most senior among them!! Glad i'm able to mix with these juniors~ haha.. However, just wanna say that we are now officially done our Kachi Airline Festival after our celebration at Jungle steamboat Alor Star on 3rd of Dec and post mo-term on 5th of Dec!! Well done everybody!

Well, although these Kachi Airline received quite some bad feedback and couldn't be compared with the previous events but still it's considered with smooth ending! Glad nothing happen during the event running although there's lot of unexpected incident happen before the event start! Really glad it's over! And I will keep this as my last precious memories for joining Kachi Fest!

My first flower from Him~

This is the greatest surprise from Him that I've never thought in my life! Guess what, this flower doesn't meant for any occasion of ours, but simply sent by Him who is in Korea right now to give me a surprise! My dear, you did successfully gave me surprise! =) 

When i was on my way back to my room from souvenir gathering, i really surprise to see a girl standing right in front of my room with a bouquet of flowers and seems to had been waiting and knocking for some times. When i approach her and ask her anything? I saw the glad face of her when she knew i'm the owner. While i was signing the receipt, i notice the eyes of envy from girl towards girl from her. Felt so unreal and will only happen in drama right? hahaha...

Dear, these 9 roses represent your 9 days leave from Malaysia right? Then i'll be counting from now with the flower as my companion until the day you are back! Really touched and happy to receive things from you especially when you weren't around in Malaysia. It make me felt like you are somewhere near to me only! ^^ Thanks dear and i really love the surprise you gave me! <3

Mustache girl is ready for Kachi Festival!

After 1 and a half months of preparation for Kachi Fest, hope everything will be fine and smooth on 30th November!
And to my dear~  have a safe trip to Korea! I'll be staying in this jungle with a bunch of works accompany me~ =)

I shall remember this November for life!

It's been a real busy month! Pile of assignments, exams, meetings for camp and Kachi Fest and more! 

Couldn't believe i have come this far! It's the end of November! And I have done all my assignment for this November! 

Besides, today is the day that Bureau Souvenir done all our task for Kachi Festival! Thanks to all my members. We are a team! And the best one! Let us show them what our girls power had done! ^^

30th November! Bureau souvenir is ready for YOU!

Simple logic to lead a happy life~

Smile everyday as life is just too short to cry for anything! =)

Photographs capture moment that's gone forever, impossible to reproduce.

I miss you guys already! When take a look at all those pictures again, really glad that we took so much pictures back then. Miss those moments with you guys at France and Japanese village in Bukit Tinggi, Pahang. Guess the me at those time was the only time my mind is empty worry. Travel here and there. Other than travel or being at home, nothing else needs to be worry about. Wonder when can I have those free cares feeling again?

By the way, I just realize that taking pictures is the most memorable thing to do. You will never know how valuable and meaningful a photo means to you! So, NEVER feel ugly or uneasy in front of a camera because photographs help us capture down the moment that’s gone FOREVER and we might regret later!

Guess i'm in true pain

“When someone cries so hard that it hurts their throat, it is out of frustration or knowing that no matter what you can do or attempt to do can change the situation.

When you feel like you need to cry, when you want to just get it out, relieve some of the pressure from the inside - that is true pain. Because no matter how hard you try or how bad you want to, you can't. That pain just stays in place. Then, if you are lucky, one small tear may escape from those eyes that water constantly.

That one tear, that tiny, salty, droplet of moisture is a means of escape. Although it's just a small tear, it is the heaviest thing in the world. And it doesn't do a damn thing to fix anything.”

If I appear to be one of the star in the sky?

I like the stars. It's the illusion of permanence, I think. I mean, they're always flaring up and caving in and going out. If I can be like the stars to watch over peoples I've met and come to love, watching them laughing, healthy and safe. I guess I already satisfy.

Happy 5th monthsary~

Happy 5th monthsary to my dearest~

Enjoy our very short date together during this busy period. =)

Thanks for being there for me whenever i'm down nor sad. Really appreciate everything you did for me and your existence did cherish my life.

I'm really gonna miss you a lot when you are in Korea! Although we are far apart, but I do believe our heart will never feel that!

Do have fun and be safe my dear. <3

To my dear~

Everyone says that loves hurts, but that's not true. loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. everyone confuse these things with love but reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again.

When two people are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, no one can ever tear them apart.

Love is a language spoken by everyone but understood only by the heart.

In true love. there is no mountain too high to climb. No river too wide to cross. And most of all in true love there is no ends.

Beginnings are usually scary and endings are usually sad, but it's everything in between that makes it all worth living and i hope there is no ending for us.

Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was a choice, but falling in with  you was beyond my control.

Falling in love is like jumping off a really tall building. Your brain tells you it is not a good idea, but your heart tells you, you can fly.

So what is love? In math: an equation, in history: a war, in chemistry: a reaction, in art: a heart, in me: YOU

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. i made mistakes, i am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

You don't love someone because they are perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not.

It's not hard to find someone who tells you they love you, it's hard to find someone who actually mean it.

If i could chose between loving you and breathing I would use my last breathe to say I love you.

This is Me~

This is me~
My name is Chua Jo Leen. Well, you can call me Jo Leen.
My matric number is 212524
Currently I'm semester 5, taking Bachelor of Business Administration in University Utara Malaysia.

Life in UUM has been a hectic one, filled with assignment, meeting and examination. However, there are lots of enjoyable moment being as an university student, these moment are such precious that i shall remember for life. As well, these hectic time and enjoyable moment, made my university life, best time of all.

Food for thought

 



 

Often time we encountering people in our work, yes, it is good to have a bunch of active and outspoken teammate to discuss over the matter. However, there are time that we tends to carry away by each topic and issue that being brought up, thus, prolonging the meeting and wasting time with zero result. Alas, try to practice this working culture and I bet things will be done quicker and more efficient, less hassle eventually.

 

'Think more, talk less'

I think my November is overload with works!

So far this is what I have done for whole day. This handmade card holder is supposed to be something fun to do. But when I realize that my assignments are queuing up behind waiting to be done then everything is becoming stressful!

However thanks to ‘him’ for staying there to cheer for me every day, telling me to eat and worry of my health.
Sometimes people just don’t realize how lucky they are to have someone like this beside them. So people appreciate and see those people who cheer for u everyday!

It's not love, and that's love.

Often time how people may take in some feeling and mistaken it as love, and these are the scenario!

If you love some one because you think that he or she is really
gorgeous

.... then it's not love .. it's

~* Infatuation *~

If you love some one because you think that you shouldn't leave him
because others think that you shouldn't

... then it's not love.. it's

~*Compromise *~

If you love some one because you have been kissed by him

... then it's not love.. it's

~* Inferiority complex*~

If you love some one because you cannot leave him thinking that it
would hurt his feelings

... then it's not love .. it's

~*Charity*~

If you love some one because you share every thing with him

... then it's not love... it's

~*Friendship*~

But if you feel the pain of the other person more than him even when he is stable
and you cry for him

... that's

~*LOVE*~

A glass half or full

A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience. As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they'd be asked the "half empty or half full" question. Instead, with a smile on her face, she inquired: "How heavy is this glass of water?"

Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz.

She replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long I hold it. If I hold it for a minute, it's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my arm. If I hold it for a day, my arm will feel numb and paralyzed. In each case, the weight of the glass doesn't change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." She continued, "The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water. Think about them for a while and nothing happens. Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt. And if you think about them all day long, you will feel paralyzed – incapable of doing anything."

It’s important to remember to let go of your stresses. As early in the evening as you can, put all your burdens down. Don't carry them through the evening and into the night. Remember to put the glass down!